I recently lost my beautiful mother. These are some of the feelings and effects of losing your mother can have:
grief
remorse
guilt
sadness
depression

There is no right or wrong period of time to mourn your mother’s departure. Years after your loss, these emotions may occasionally come flooding back.
At any age, losing your mother may be a devastating event. You might have experienced a sudden loss or seen a long-term decline in health.
You might experience intense grief at first, followed by occasional periods of sadness as time passes. Occasionally, weeks or years after a parent passes away, the impact of that loss can still be felt in daily life.
Regardless of the type of relationship you had with your mother, losing her can be extremely difficult. Support is available. Many others, just like you, have loss-related stories to share.
Losing your mom is painful. It can be challenging to think about anything other than your mother’s passing at the time. Grief has immediate signs and can progress in phases.
According to a 2007 studyTrusted Source, daughters are more negatively impacted by a mother’s death than sons are.The study found that women who lose a mother are more likely than men to experience the following:
binge drinking
decline in self esteem
slow personal growth

A 2015 study discovered that when losing a parent, women experience a more profound grieving response and have more trouble coping with the loss. Binge drinkers also have a bigger fall in self-esteem and a lower level of personal mastery (personal growth).
Grief has both physical and psychological impacts. In general, a number of psychological and physical repercussions can result from loss.
According to a 2008 studyTrusted Source, there are higher possibilities of:
cancer
heart problems
immunological dysfunction
blood pressure issues

Parental loss is associated with despair and a diminished sense of self in young adults, according to a 2021 study. A reference book used by mental healthcare experts, the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders (5th ed.), lists a variety of typical feelings in the year following parental bereavement.
These emotions could include:
regret \ remorse
anxiety
guilt
numbness
anger

More than only medical issues can result from losing your mother. You might think that you’ve lost a crucial piece of your support network. You might feel regret for missing cultural information and family customs. You could occasionally question how well you’re carrying out your own mothering responsibilities. You might also notice that your family’s relationships have become strained. You  may feel far from siblings and other parental figures. They could need their own space to mourn or they might not be as emotionally accessible as your mother once was. Everyone experiences grief differently after losing a mother. You might need the assistance of a mental health professional if your grief interferes with your ability to function on a daily basis or lasts for more than a year. I believe it is the hardest thing I have ever experienced in my life. For me it is helpful to talk with my adult children about my feelings and to keep certain things around my house that remind me of her and of course prayer!